Turning 30 can be a difficult time in many peoples lives. Many of us have placed unrealistic expectations on what we hoped to achieve by that age. I find myself in just such a situation. None of my goals have been met and with 4 months before the big ‘3”0’ I’m beginning to wonder how I let this happen and what can be done about it. This blog is basically a diary of a pre 30 as I have an obligatory freakout and look for the positives about where I am.